It's strange to say, but I secretly want to smoke cigarettes -- though I HATE the smell, taste, everything, about smoking. I once tried to smoke, not necessarily because I wanted to smoke -- but I did want to see what all the fuss was about. I nearly threw up -- it was the sickest things EVER. I don't understand how anyone could actually smoke. That being said, I love to put a toothpick in my mouth and play with it like it was a cigarette. I have all the holds down, but I don't want to actually smoke -- it's sickening.