I'm afraid that if I tell everyone where they stand with me -- because certain people would get a less than favorable response -- downright mean actually. I know I'm not perfect -- but I try to improve myself each day. I feel that some people just want to stand where they are, because they think they're "done" growing. Hell, I'll still be trying to improve myself until the day I die -- it's just the way I am.

I'm the first one to saw what I am -- I'm a lazy person -- I hate being around people because I rather be alone -- I don't connect well with many people -- but those I do connect with I'm loyal to.

I'm smart -- but always willing to acquiesce. I don't push people to do anything these days, because I rather leave people to hang themselves with the rope they brought with them -- which sucks in the long run because then I have to come in and mop up the mess -- but knowing that they know I was right from the start makes me feel good. Hubris is not a good quality to have. But, I have it, and I'm telling you I do.