It hasn't even been a week, but this new thing has already affected my body. Kissing her yesterday gave me such a "high" that lasted for hours afterward. Today I woke up with what I can only describe as "withdrawal symptoms." My body actually missed her physically. This can't be good.

I've been SO lonely for such a long time that my body doesn't remember what it feels like to be filled with this level of endorphins. This can't be good.