Last year I told myself not to pursue anything with women. Relationships are my personal bane. I can't seem to get things to click, to say the least. But, time went on and I found that thing improved and I decided to give relationships another try. I'm not saying I made a mistake, but I think I should have kept to my original thought -- don't pursue. It's clear to me that when I give a damn about something it goes to pot. I really need to not care about anything anymore.