I was thinking the other day that perhaps my dark personality is entirely too dark for most people to handle. They might might "attracted" to it at first, as a novelty. But, once the novelty wears out they see me as just a dark person. Funny thing is, the thought that I'm holding back too much also came to mind. I need to just be me, since I don't give a damn what others thing anyway. If I'm too dark for them, so be it.