She wants to go out to dinner, but not JUST with me -- but with her on again, off again, ex. I'm done. I'm not going to try with that one anymore. I'm not going to try with anyone. I knew it was a bad idea to go back against my earlier thought to try ever again. My plan was solid until I put it on hiatus to give this one a chance. No more chances, no more pining, no more. I think I'll become a Buddhist monk.